I did something out of my element yesterday. I went a Psychic convention, yesterday on a ranch in the middle of nowhere. All I can say it was an experience, completely bogus, but it was an experience. Something new, there were whole bunch of middle age ladies who were so convinced about something. I won the raffle for a session of reiki, which I still do not understand. Tara won something called spiritual healing pouch, it had lavender scented stones that will drive away bad chakara, I think.
I've had my run in with psychics, in fact when I was in my teen angst years I decided I needed to speak to one. A few years, I spoke to one and she told me I was going to go overseas and it happened. I kind of like the mystery of life even though there is a part of me that is patient for the good parts. Another I spoke to a psychic and grilled her so much she told me I'm to negative to have anything good happen to me. Somehow that made me feel better.
I have more interesting news: Isaac has a girlfriend, my families attempting to-be forced fiancee has a girlfriend. I was thrilled, but like I said was. Apparently, there are layers to this story than I realized.
Isaac wants me take the blame and put an end to this, no surprise there. As usual I will be made the bad guy, I'm always the bad guy. He actually begged for me to give him my word that I would not confide in my parents because his parents shouldn't loose face in front of anyone. Now I'm wondering what is end game was, I had a discussion with him once and he said, "If anything goes wrong it won't be our fault, but our parents." That offended me, meaning he was waiting for it to go wrong and not take any blame.
Overall, I'll be glad to put this drama to bed. Even though I'm feeling a bit used and manipulated. More than anything I feel like this burden is lifted off my shoulders. I was afraid one day I would be having a bad day and just give in. I guess I should have more faith in myself and hope that things will work out in my favor. I really want to tell my dad the truth, but I promised I won't. I wonder what I should do?
I've had my run in with psychics, in fact when I was in my teen angst years I decided I needed to speak to one. A few years, I spoke to one and she told me I was going to go overseas and it happened. I kind of like the mystery of life even though there is a part of me that is patient for the good parts. Another I spoke to a psychic and grilled her so much she told me I'm to negative to have anything good happen to me. Somehow that made me feel better.
I have more interesting news: Isaac has a girlfriend, my families attempting to-be forced fiancee has a girlfriend. I was thrilled, but like I said was. Apparently, there are layers to this story than I realized.
Isaac wants me take the blame and put an end to this, no surprise there. As usual I will be made the bad guy, I'm always the bad guy. He actually begged for me to give him my word that I would not confide in my parents because his parents shouldn't loose face in front of anyone. Now I'm wondering what is end game was, I had a discussion with him once and he said, "If anything goes wrong it won't be our fault, but our parents." That offended me, meaning he was waiting for it to go wrong and not take any blame.
Overall, I'll be glad to put this drama to bed. Even though I'm feeling a bit used and manipulated. More than anything I feel like this burden is lifted off my shoulders. I was afraid one day I would be having a bad day and just give in. I guess I should have more faith in myself and hope that things will work out in my favor. I really want to tell my dad the truth, but I promised I won't. I wonder what I should do?
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