where should I be?

Suddenly, I have time. I'm still writing 5-6 essays every three days for my online classes, but compared to math work ...well, I've learned to stop bitchin.

I took this quiz about :

What City Should You Actually Live In?

5. You got: Paris
   

   You are an artist, a philosopher, a daydreamer. Your friends have told you before you seem to have been born in the wrong era, and they’re right. You want to live a life of passion and vigor, filled with good wine, great coffee, and world-class food. Bon voyage, you belong in Paris!

    

   AMEN!!!!I should do that just pack and tell my parents to shove it and Bon voyage!!! 

    and one more....

   
   

    Which Deadly Sin Are You Guilty Of? 

        You got: Wrath     You are super smart. Like woah. You read a lot about everything that’s wrong with this country and society and shows like Extreme Cougar Wives and you have opinions on Girls and Edward Snowden and you will voice them, dammit! You like to go on Reddit and also use the word “bonehead” a lot (at least in your head), and you’re 97% right on everything. Good for you! Just like, don’t get too wrapped up in all that. 80% of the people you talk to only say they read The New York Times. You’re better than them anyway! 

    

   http://www.buzzfeed.com/ashleyperez/what-city-should-you-actually-live-in

Tossed in the towel!

I did it, I dropped the math class. I just couldn't keep up and I F in the quiz, D in the other quiz. I can't afford to drag down my GPA. I'm not going to be applying to USC and....I'm going to try and not be hard on myself. 

The past two weeks have just been a haze and in all honesty, I've learned nothing. My  schedule was 
get up at 5:30, eat and do that day's homework. Leave home at 6:30, battle traffic until 7:50 and make to class in the nick of time. Class is from 8 -12 and then I'll make it home by 2pm if I'm lucky. Then eat and do my other classes online hw, after that begin math home work. Usually, I'd try to sleep before 12, but if my homework didn't get completed I'd be stuck. All together I'd get 5 hours sleep every night and eat even less. I've taken six classes in a previous semester and I didn't have to work this hard as I did for this math class. 

So, instead of hating my self I've decided to listen to my favorite cousin. 
 " GET A LIFE girl!! You're going too hard on yourself right now man.
Grades , studies - i mean all in good time. But why are you trying to kill yourself by packing in so much? I mean this age, time whatever is not going to come back. When you look back, all your memories will be nightmares about your horrible schedule of waking up early, study , eat study. sleep, study.....
Breathe girl...take time out, enjoy the better things in life. Im not sure why you're being so damn hard on yourself ?"

I'm just going to kick back!

First BANG -face down!

I got an F on my quiz yesterday, not a high F or an almost D, just an F. Straight up F! Never mind, instead of beating myself up I've decided to strap down and study for the mid-term on Tuesday.

USC checklist Deadline 2/1 midnight:
Teacher recommendation letter
Employer recommendation letter
Counselor recommedation letter
Get the Final Report application to the office
Finish essay #1
Finish essay #2
Finish essay #3
Finish short essay #1
Fill out report
Call office 

Studied so hard and ...

then over slept!!!Damn, frick, hell!!!
 Why do the weirdest things happen to me?

I am so exhausted...

I'm just keeping my eyes on the prize. I want USC!

first day of class

I've been up since 6 am, couldn't sleep until 3 am. I got the math class I needed that was one positive. Then I had to take my brother to another city for his class. My dad really knows how to take advantage of me, let him get home, and I'm going to let him have it.

Math is going to be challenging, I need to take this class and increase my GPA. Also, I need to work on my USC application - what the hell did I do during my winter vacation? I haven't even completed one of the 3 essays.