Cold truth...

 I think I'm a prude. I've not unworldly, just a prude... I think. I've just never had er...lets say - "exciting adventures." Depressing, really depressing. How the heck am I supposed to get my list moving if I'm a prude?

 My last romantic involvement was about 4 years ago, my first and last. Even though I didn't have high expectations for it was thoroughly disappointing. I didn't go into it with dreamy eyes and unreal expectations.

Would I have a redo? Hell no! 

Would I have done things differently? Hell no! 

Should I have had this relationship with another person? Hell no!

I don't regret it, I don't mourn it and I don't anything it. When I felt that I realized I just shouldn't be in it. It was bland and I love bland things; rice, noodles, raw almonds and so on.What was the point of attempting something when you didn't want to make an effort for it? 

Amen! 

Well, I never did and now I'm becoming robot.

Another cold truth:

I think my parents have awful kids.

Another:

I think I love the color violet/purple/royal blue.

There I've said it!