My mom is in a full fledged depression, my aunt has cancer stage 3, and I don't know how to reach my dad. I'm desperate here, so I do what I do best and make lists. Take down one thing at a time.
My mom has been especially challenging, she tried to throw my brother out. I've been taking her out keeping her occupied, took her out to dinner, the museum, and to all her friends places.
Then something else that happen to me was, in my English class (with the really cute professor). There is a boy named Ivan, who sits next to be. Pretty eyes, polite, young looking - now that I think of it - he's kinda like me. Anyways, I had asked for his email address about 4 weeks ago and he gave me his number, as well. The teacher put on the movie "The Great Gatsby", while the movie was playing. I started texting him because we were talking before that and then it was good! He told me he thought I gorgeous and he doesn't have the guts to say it to my face. He liked me since the first day of class when I crashed it, he then said he only comes to class because I'm there. After that he walked me to my car, but even then he wouldn't talk about it and he can barely look at me too long.
I know how this going to end. I'm so pleased with this attention, but I feel guilty. All I can think of is I'm going to get to scratch of "the kiss" part from my to-do list. I don't know what I'm going to do, right now I just want to enjoy the "I like you... do you like me?' part.
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