I haven't done the deed yet, something is wrong. First off, why does it take a woman so long to be turned on? I've always rolled my eyes at woman who "fake it" and yet they have sex with every Tom, Dick, and Harry. Why would you put yourself through something that you don't enjoy?
Anyways, I'm not going to lose "it" yet, but I've been trying to test my limits. I thoroughly enjoy kissing this guy, being physically close to him is good and he seems to be really patient. Yet when we started getting intense my mind wasn't even a little foggy. I don't even know how to explain it, but the more interested he got the more er...un-interested I became. It was just cruel because he was so lost in the moment, so I just pretended to be into whatever the hell was going on. I just couldn't bring myself to say anything so I just went along. Apparently, I've learned to fake it - congratulations on attempting to enter womanhood? I need to do research
The times when we decide to get close, and with whom. You already know the answer. We all do. :-)
ReplyDeleteYea, I'm going to say I'm confused at your cryptic response.
ReplyDeleteYou'll figure it out!
ReplyDeleteI'll rephrase -- if you're not totally sure you want to sleep with someone you shouldn't, and there is usually a good reason why we're ambivalent. And we know whatever the reason is, you always know what the reason is. At least for me -- nothing goes on inside my head without me knowing the answer, when it comes to me.
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