I don't understand why people love summer, I despise it. It brings out melancholy side in me, I'm sliding in a full blown depression. I think I'm collapsing mentally, I think I've reached the brink of being used. I'm reaching a mental block. I cried today after dealing with my brother, he - as usual was blaming something on me. I sobbed like a really bad actress for a bit, my mom cried, too. She told me I'm her strong child and I can't break down, but I'm sick of being strong - I really want to be selfish. I might be evil or stupid or both. I don't care
Sunday, April 20, 2014
Summer brings out the worst
I don't understand why people love summer, I despise it. It brings out melancholy side in me, I'm sliding in a full blown depression. I think I'm collapsing mentally, I think I've reached the brink of being used. I'm reaching a mental block. I cried today after dealing with my brother, he - as usual was blaming something on me. I sobbed like a really bad actress for a bit, my mom cried, too. She told me I'm her strong child and I can't break down, but I'm sick of being strong - I really want to be selfish. I might be evil or stupid or both. I don't care
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Sounds perfect! If people don't bother me, and family do not drive me a bit crazy, then I'll never challenge myself to grow. Or at least write and make art. Get creative.
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