I write here because I need somewhere to sort my thoughts. I've always kept a notebook where I used to pour my thoughts, my feelings into. I don't have a lot time to time to sort one issue at a time, I just think things over while I go about in my day. Thats the reason why I've always had a place to store my thoughts. I can't really talk to my parents because they are part of the reason why there is conflicts in my mind. Also, I'm a sorter and fixer. I need everything clarified so I can tackle one issue at a time. I talk to my friends, but sometimes that isn't enough. Not because someone is not helpful, I just like my thoughts to take form in physical words.
I decided to start this blog because I spend so much time on the computer, working or studying and reading. Plus, this seemed much safer than keeping a notebook lying around with my thoughts in it.
Why I feel the study need to justify myself? - because this blog make me look extremely self-centered. It's all about me? You bet!
Have higher standards -- be demanding! Self-centered sometimes is what we need. It is a skill, or sense of ourselves, just like any other sense. It is all about me, too. But if I am aware of me, I can be aware of you. Merry Christmas!
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