Got a new job, even better position. I'm really pleased about that. Had a math test today, couldn't remember a thing, still have a fever I just wanted to slide to the floor and lie there.
For years, I've been waking up in the middle of night and then I feel this emptiness trying to suffocate. All that echoes through my head is, "Oh god, I've wasted my life away!"
Lately, it's been happening a lot more. I jerk awake at night and realize how old I am and then emptiness. I keep feeling I'm wasting my life, I'm working towards my goal. Then, why do I jerk awake?
I'm applying to USC this spring, I'm aiming for it but now I'm having self doubt. How about if I don't get in my GPA is 3.6, but according USC courses that are applicable leaves my GPA at 3.2! The business program is so competitive, I'm having different thoughts.
I'm have asleep, very sick - dunno what I've writte will edit later
For years, I've been waking up in the middle of night and then I feel this emptiness trying to suffocate. All that echoes through my head is, "Oh god, I've wasted my life away!"
Lately, it's been happening a lot more. I jerk awake at night and realize how old I am and then emptiness. I keep feeling I'm wasting my life, I'm working towards my goal. Then, why do I jerk awake?
I'm applying to USC this spring, I'm aiming for it but now I'm having self doubt. How about if I don't get in my GPA is 3.6, but according USC courses that are applicable leaves my GPA at 3.2! The business program is so competitive, I'm having different thoughts.
I'm have asleep, very sick - dunno what I've writte will edit later
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